i am also getting why/how doc gets so weary of taking care of me.
it takes a lot out of you. me. whatever.
but to hear him purr as i pet him is worth anything. and maybe i say that because i have a carpet cleaner and don't have to hand clean the vomit. no, it would be worth it. just to hear him purr or to see him look up to try and meet my eyes. earlier today his tail twitched happily. it wore his tail out, but it was such a hopeful sign.
it is nice to have something to love so much and spoil so much.