Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i've been listening to pink all day and on her new CD she has a song, "conversations with my 13 year old self" and i thought to myself that it would be a good poetry project. so i started thinking about what i would tell myself at that age. it was right as the abuse was stopping and right as my mind started doing its dance of joy in my head.

i don't have a lot of positive things to tell my old self. i don't have anything beyond "make sure the pills are enough or the cuts are deep enough".

how fucking sad and pathetic is that?

i need to think about it more. so it's gone beyond inspiration to a challenge.

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