Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i was just reading my ljs for this week. jesus, i'm boring. but there's never any guessing what i'm doing with my time.

when i start new things, i start to question everything i do. though i don't do much because i involve myself so deeply into whatever it is. say, podcasting. or the week before it was the poetry. i need to mix the two. i need to round myself out a bit. moderation is a thing i've always had a problem with. i want it all, even if it makes me sick.

i have enough pieces, or short episodes up on my page. enough to rest for a bit and carefully choose what else i'm going to read from this book. i did all the best ones on the first run, seriously. which brings me to the desire to write longer poetry. hell. i'd be happy with a haiku. i only get really inspired when i'm angry and i can't write about doc when i'm angry so i haven't had much inspiration. i don't feel like writing or getting worked up about politics.

so i think i may start doing more of the challenges at i've found some really good writers there. i only did a bit of listening, i'm afraid my spoken stuff is out of place, they specialize in urban sounds. i'm all suburbia. it's only been a day, we'll see as i lurk deeper into the site. i'm hearing a lot of poetry put to music. in fact, i seem to be the only poster that has no music. maybe i can meet musicians through this new site (new to me).

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