Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i don't want to do that

i was so into the thing. once i got the new book of poetry done, i started thinking about publishing it. and that led to all manner of ack. so many of the poems have to be split onto two pages and erg. no room for the footer and more erg because the poems are not in alphabetical order, so there must be page numbers. but then do i want to rearrange it to be alphabetical? or do i just really want page numbers? and how is it going to look with so many pieces split up? i know i can look at it but i can't pick it up and skim through it. and who is going to skim it, who is going to buy it?

and that leads me down all sorts of other self esteem avenues and alleys. yes, i have a plan to promote it, but without going out and performing it to support it, can i do it all from home podcasting?

and then there is podcasting. this magical thing that can make my work available on demand and free for the listener. an iPod isn't needed, these are mp3 files i'm talking about, in my case. so i go to do some reading and some research and wow it is such a great thing and makes broadcasting available on a grass roots level but i could only learn so much before the sites i was reading referred me to some software. apparently it is this great open thing that needs this program. and i know that can't be right, but for the life of me i can't find a tutorial that isn't about this damn software.

i have a domain of my own. i have the means to make mp3s, i would like to know more. so today i will keep reading and if that program ends up being worth it, i'll do the free trial for thirty days when i'm ready to do it.

i'm project challenged today. i don't know what to do. my head is in a dark place and i don't know how to get it out. i think i'll put some lights up.

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