October 17th, 2014

2013, cyd, new

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2013, cyd, new

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If you want to get into my head, just put on your headphones and plug in U2's new album. The deluxe edition. I got my hands on it yesterday. It's all I'm listening to. Blocking out all news and other sounds. I am completely lost in the music and lyrics. And I like it here. It could have been anyone's album, really. Songs of Innocence was just there at the right time. Maybe it did need to be U2, the band I've been clinging to for sanity since 1981. Maybe it had to be Bono's voice to reach me through this gloom.

I went out with doc to a garage sale today. I barely held my shit together. and we were only there to pick up a baker's rack that doc had already paid for. by the time i got home, i couldn't speak and i was sweating profusely and i was shaking uncontrollably. I HATE MY ILLNESS.

I brushed my hair today. it's really getting long. I figured I either needed to start taking care of it or shave it off. And a lot of my self-esteem is wrapped up in my hair, so I couldn't shave it.

Chewy debuted his sweater for the season today. it was that chilly this morning. so Doc had to suffer the indignity of walking a preppy dog around the neighborhood.

I don't want to be connected to myself anymore, so I'm going to end this and just relax in the music and read twitter.