June 26th, 2014

2013, cyd, new


i don't even feel like trying today. i just woke up from a nap. i told doc i was going to try to wean myself off afternoon naps. but today . . . i want to take a bath in an hour when he's sound asleep and then go back to bed.

B blew off doc again about the bike. i know i thought we were rid of him, but not. we can't afford to go to the shop, so we need barter. so, B it is. but he's being a real dick about it because doc won't let him replace everything (who's going to pay for all those parts?) so he's not looking at what he did to the bike the last time he "fixed" it. i hate him. i really do.

okay, bath taken. why does it smell like cat litter? i scooped all the boxes today. maybe it's just Simon, he's behind me on the couch. The couch still smells like thrift store. but at least the whole house doesn't smell of it.

i overheated myself in the bath, i'm ready to cool off and go to sleep. but i'm going to try to read for a while. i'm almost finished with the book and it would be nice to be done with it. i've decided i don't much like the Vampire Armand. that's two of Rice's characters i don't like now. the other is David Talbot. if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't worry about it. silly fiction.
2013, cyd, new

he'll be all skittish when he comes back.

i did it. i managed to stay awake while doc slept. my bedtime is soon, i just took my sleeper.

tomorrow i want to wake up early and get some yardwork done.

i'm waiting for the dog to come back. it should be a while, he didn't go out this afternoon. he took off this morning. and got punished. he has to know when i'm letting him out and when i'm not. i hate punishing him, making him stay off the couches and away from doc and i. he hates it, too. he'll be all skittish when he comes back.