May 21st, 2014

2013, cyd, new

picture time


wax bean sprout!


Chewy at rest in the sunlight


marigold and daisy sprouts


yellow pepper plant flowers


squash sprouts


more viney things on the other side of the planter, blowing in the wind yesterday.
2013, cyd, new

this is a doctor who cares.

i can't think of anything else to do. i filled out the forms and cleaned the house. watered the plants and the cats. fed the cats. cleaned the litterboxes. i did the dishes and emptied the dishwasher. i even cleaned off the coffee table. got all the water rings off of it. and the dust. it is so dusty here. especially because i have the windows open during the mornings when doc isn't home. and i dusted the hell out of the place and vacuumed.

i have run out of things to do. i took pictures of all the babies. made a meme for Circus Catimus.

much much later . . .

the doctor went well. i got some sleeper. and new anti-depressant. he listened to what i said about the other shrink and just shook his head in disbelief. he listened to me and helped me. i don't know why i was so scared. he even knew how long it had been since i saw him last. he asked what happened. this is a doctor who cares.