May 31st, 2013

2013, cyd, new

it's been a rough night

i've been sitting here rocking back and forth for hours. doc was going to stay home with me, but i wouldn't let him, because Elephants. so he's going to try to get off work early. i don't know what good that will do me, no, i do, it will make me feel better and he can distract me.

more pills turned up missing, bitch wiped out our recreational and needed medication. i will throttle her if i ever see her again. a soma would have calmed my ass right down last night. but it wasn't to be.

i've taken 100mgs of hydroxyzine to try to calm down. now my stomach hurts, but i'm not hungry today. yesterday doc brought home cheesesteaks. nom nom nom.

i have done fuck all this week. i've done some stuff. mainly cleaning the house and taking care of the cats. i have done nothing on the computer really. i use the excuse that doc has had the laptop. but i have another machine and an external hard drive so i really have no excuse. i've just been recovering from the past two months of being on guard all the time with Red.

today i have no plans. tomorrow we go pick up bobo. i'm so happy we're getting a new son. watch, we will collect every cat that looks like jack that comes through that shelter. no, we're only getting bobo because the price is so low for the month. our shelter is having a clearance sale of sorts, trying to adopt out all the adult cats it has collected over the year.

i'm worried about how we're going to tell bobo from vader, from evie. i get evie and vader confused as it is. i have to check the collars. but bobo's collar is a lot like vaders and it will have the same tags vader has. twins. this is just what we need.

the cats were all extra happy yesterday. doc boiled and i cut up a chicken breast for them. it's a treat they get about once a month. and they love it. everyone behaved yesterday.

felix has gotten to the point where he just comes home to eat. and it will get worse when we get bobo. he liked being my only cat. he doesn't know how to deal with the crowd. and he doesn't want to try. even simon gets along with the other cats. except freddie. i have a feeling they knew each other in their outdoor life. she really has something against him.
2013, cyd, new

uh-oh, i'm in a mood

grrrr. i'm not tired, and refuse to lay down. that kind of mood. i don't want to eat or drink, i just want to chain smoke and grumble. well, not so much grumble. i'm not in a bad mood, just a frustrated one. and i don't know what i'm frustrated about.

doc told me he wasn't planning on taking me to get bobo. excuse me? i think he'll change his mind, it means less of a harrowing ride home for bobo. then we discussed where bobo is going to be socialized. i voted for my room. he was against it. we finally settled on the mudroom, the go-to place for socializing cats.

i'm a cat lady, aren't i? i just have a partner in crime in doc.

listening to some Shirley Bassie - ahhh. much better.

oh, okay, now Shonen Knife, no problem. switching gears. oh, that reminds me, there was something i wanted to watch on youtube. i'm not allowed to post the link yet, though. i'll post it in a few days, with the lyrics. it's my last hurrah on what has become a boring subject.

doc is asleep, time to go chain smoke, yes yes.