January 30th, 2013


i'm freezing today

and the walk around the neighborhood calling jack before the garbage guys come around didn't help. i'm all bundled up in front of the space heater.

my phone ran out of minutes this morning while i was on the phone with doc. so i emailed him, and i hope he checks his email. i'm glad he made it to work. he said it's slow and he keeps falling asleep. his sleep schedule is all fucked because of this jack thing. mine is too, but i don't have to work.

if i hadn't had to go out for the dawn patrol, i would have gone back to bed at 4:30 when i got up. and i'll likely stay up until doc goes to bed. or to couch.

i'm just glad to get some alone time. him being around all the time was driving me crazy. i can't stand it when people sulk and i can't help them.

there were no new black cats in the petharbor email this morning. so doc only has one shelter to check today.

i hope the UPS guy calls doc's number tonight when he can't get through to mine. it's a long shot, but i want to check out that found cat. and when doc gets home, i have to call the lady with the shed and send doc over. he's going to have to do that because if jack is there, he's hiding and won't come out for me.

maybe today will be the day.
2013, cyd, new

My tweets

  • Tue, 12:49: i am cutting all ties with my past. i'm taking doc and kelli into the future with me and that's it. i have no room for "old friends".
  • Tue, 12:51: i've been let down by so many of my "friends", it blows me away when a stranger takes the time with me.
  • Tue, 14:16: no jack at today's shelter check. though he does have a twin, long nose and all.
  • Tue, 18:52: fuck twitter, livejournal is where it's at… http://t.co/DRrJgRPk
  • Tue, 21:53: "i am in love and always will be"… http://t.co/LxSpU5AC
  • Wed, 05:15: thank you @kris for posting jack's info. thank anyone who has helped me with finding jack. we have a couple of leads today.
  • Wed, 06:51: i'm freezing today… http://t.co/9szDga34
2013, cyd, new

dead cat not jack

i got a text today saying, "i found your cat". they then went on to describe where it was and that it looked dead. when doc woke up he went up and checked and it wasn't jack. he took the body to a vet hospital and dropped it off in a container. but it wasn't jack. that's what matters to me right now. i'm sad over that cat, but overjoyed it wasn't my jackie.

no one called us back today. that i know of. i ran out of minutes on my phone so i don't know if anyone called the number.

i do know i didn't go out for my dusk patrol of the neighborhood. so i'll make sure to go out at dawn.

he would have found his way home if he could. someone has him and is taking care of him. i just hope they give him back. and i hope he doesn't get sick again. i can't see a stranger taking him to the vet. but maybe.

tonight i have to clean the house. i've neglected it for the past week and there is cat fur everywhere on the floor. this house needs a good vacuuming. it will get one tonight.