January 25th, 2013

2013, cyd, new

i declare this to be the best song of the night http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpIVk2AY3sw

Barrom Hero - Dropkick Murphys

Face down in the gutter won't admit defeat though his clothes are soiled and black,
He's a big, strong man with a childs mind, don't you take his booze away!

He's been at it for years drinking balls and beer he's a hero to most he meets,
But inside he cries black swollen eyes, this man he sheds no tears!

Now his wife and kids sing a different tune as they worry about their daddy dying,
But this arrogant fool breaks every rule it'll be nothing but pride that kills him.

Could he listen no he won't that's all she wrote he'll be dead before the daylight shines,
But the thoughts and prayers of a million strong might keep this fool from dying.

He's a legend in the bar with every scar fights a thousand bigger men,
But now he fights and looses got all the bruises will someone please step in?

Cause this Irish fools got a great big heart he keeps climbing back in to the ring
In the low down circles where he holds his court this man he once was king.

Could he listen no he won't that's all she wrote he'll be dead before the daylight shines,
But the thoughts and prayers of a million strong might keep this fool from dying.

Could he listen no he won't that's all she wrote he'll be dead before the daylight shines,
But the thoughts and prayers of a million strong might keep this fool from dying.

He's a legend in the bar with every scar fights a thousand bigger men,
But now he fights and looses got all the bruises will someone please step in?

Cause this Irish fools got a great big heart he keeps climbing back in to the ring
In the low down circles where he holds his court this man he once was king.

Could he listen no he won't that's all she wrote he'll be dead before the daylight shines,
But the thoughts and prayers of a million strong might keep this fool from dying.

Could he listen no he won't that's all she wrote he'll be dead before the daylight shines,
But the thoughts and prayers of a million strong might keep this fool from dying.
jack

i can't remember how long ago jack left

all i know is that i want him back.

doc is out putting up flyers before rush hour. also dangling one of jack's favorite toys, (the key chain to his laser pointer) and generally beating the bushes. i'm sitting here watching the parade of cats come for a pre dawn feed outside. no jack.

i got the daily email of found cats at the various shelters around the valley. no jack. doc was shocked today when one of the places he visited said, "Let me check the freezer". he asked the girl how she did this and she said, she got used to it. but she was very hopeful. and he wasn't in the freezer. there's a place holding a cat meeting jack's description until 7pm today. doc is going to go check him out and sort through the found cages just in case.

i STILL haven't heard from my doctor or his office or the pharmacy or anyone concerning my valium script. my regular meds were sent out today, i'll be glad to have the ambien back. but i'm pissed about this valium thing. i leave messages, i talk to receptionists, nothing. when i leave my next appointment, i'm taking my records with me. i'm done with this guy.

where the fuck is jack?

i can't believe it is fucking six am on friday and my cat is not back yet. AND HE NEVER WENT OUT, HE WASN'T INTERESTED IN OUT. so why did he suddenly leave? and where is he that he isn't coming home or out or whatever? there haven't even been any sightings of him.

i'm going to go leave a post on craigslist and facebook. there's an LV animal lost and found board on facebook. i've already checked them both over and he's not listed.

doc hasn't been able to sleep without him. they have a night time ritual they go through and without that, doc can't bear to be in bed. so he takes 30 minute catnaps on the couch in between walks through the neighborhood.

the sun will be up soon. he'll be home once the cars start coming out, he doesn't want to lead jack into traffic. he mapped out the radius he's covering. and he'll be going back to get more flyers tomorrow. and that's just with putting them on light poles, he's covering that much area. when he gets more flyers, i will do the other half of our neighborhood tomorrow. door to door.

felix is mad at me because i threw him off of me three times in a row this evening as i was trying to nap. he's curled up on top of the love seat with me, but every time i touch him, he growls at me. i'll make it up to him with cheese or something when he wakes up. he doesn't care for treats. oh, we have some pepperoni, his favorite. i'll bribe him with that.

time to go make those posts.
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still no sign of jack

no phone calls, no sightings.

doc is out doing his tour of animal shelters. he talked to a couple of neighborhood watch guys on his dawn walk. so he was able to share the info with a few humans.

we both got some sleep. i went to bed to get a break from felix and simon danced all over me all morning. i'm not safe anywhere.

we'll see if doc can do the shelter circuit without adopting another cat. he took the carrier with him this time. just in case he finds jack. watch, he'll come home with a small dog. i can live with that. something to walk. the cats are all lousy on the leash.

i'm not thinking clearly, this week has been a blur.

i'm waiting for my shrink to call me. long wait for a train that never comes. (i stole that line) i called this morning and was very calm and nice and didn't threaten to gut anyone with a fondue fork. it was hard.