December 2nd, 2012

2013, cyd, new

whoa, full screen journal, pressure

i just opened this up on computer1 and it was full screen. that's a lot of white space to fill up.

wow, this keyboard is different from the laptop's. i hadn't noticed until now. my fingers have to spread out more. and i make a lot more mistakes.

i went to bed at 10pm. i'll admitt, i was tired, but doc got multicolored lights for my bedroom and i just wanted to be in there with them. it makes my bedroom look so cozy. i've got to clean it tomorrow. i'll unpack it later, but it's a mess for someone who has nothing unpacked. pillows on the floor, boxes stacked everywhere. my bed is my sanctuary. it creeps doc out with all the animals on it, but i think it's comfy.

i got a black and white stuffed horse from the lady across the street today. and a globe. and i'm still proud of my dutch oven. that was a score, those things are expensive this heavy duty.

i can't wait for doc to go to bed, but it's sunday and he has a swap meet to go to in three hours. so i doubt he'll be going to bed, and if he does, he'll want me to get him up at 6. he's watching stupid movies on the laptop. which is why i'm on computer1. i used to name these things, but i can't remember the names of them anymore. i used to name my stuffed animals. i spent a lot of time and thought on each name, and i can't remember any of them. it's simply bear or dog or cat. mostly bear. usually with a descriptive. stripey bear. fluffy bear. squooshy bear. you get the point.

and it's not that i named them as a kid. these are all stuffed animals i've collected since i was an adult. all of my childhood stuffed animals were destroyed. so the names are recent.

fabulous. doc is asleep on the couch, sitting up. he has this habit of watching what i'm doing and commenting on it. especially with my smoking. ack! leave me alone! i'm a grown up. i know my legal papers don't say that, but my drivers license does. he's passed out, i'm having a smoke.
2013, cyd, new

My tweets

2013, cyd, new

#atheism and other non related stuff

the one thing that is really bugging me about the atheist community on twitter is the loose talk of psychopathy, mental illness and theism. as i pointed out to someone today, it is possible to be mentally ill and still be an atheist. pessing on the stigma of mental illness does no one any good. i tried to express this, but i was misunderstood. i guess i'm just not good in 140 characters when it comes to this.

in other news.

i scrubbed my bathroom today. put on gloves, grabbed a scrubby thing and a can of ajax and went at my bathroom. it looks great. i need to mop the floor, though. i'll do that tomorrow when i do the kitchen floor. while i have the mop out and all.

i discovered that i can use felix as a wind gage. if it's windy out, he huddles at the sliding glass door. he won't go out and play at all. lelu likes the wind, she sits with her face to it and breathes deeply. it's pretty funny to watch. i keep thinking she's going to hyperventilate. freddie just hides in the corner of the yard behind the pile of leaves.

speaking of the pile of leaves, i have no idea why doc is just not throwing them away. i am clueless as to why he keeps piling them up. but the cats are fascinated by it.