September 18th, 2012

2013, cyd, new

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shrink doctor day is always a stressful day. i went to bed at 10 last night. got up twice to purge myself of nightmares, and slept until 4. went to the doctor at 11. it was a good visit. i'll have my sleeper back soon. then i can stop the coffee, no sleep, no coffee, no sleep cycle. i do sleep. i should amend that. i sleep for 45 minutes to two hours at a time. enough to dream. and i have dreams that start out good, and then turn into horrible, real nightmares. then i wake up, get up. and start the smoke, coffee, water cycle again until i pass out. that's how doc describes it. speaking of which, i've been up for a while. time to lay down.
2013, cyd, new

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