March 18th, 2012

2013, cyd, new


i just drained my bank account paying my bills. three months worth of meds, ouch. but it feels so damn good to pay my own bills. doc still has to pay for groceries, cable and power. but i pay my web server, late, but i pay. and i pay my share of rent and for my own clothes and my own pocket money. for the first time in years and it feels so good to be able to do it. after the move, i'm thinking of getting a part time job so i can pay my share of power and cable. and maybe be able to save some money so i can get doc a guitar in august for his birthday. he will have his own room for learning and will finally have something to himself, hobby wise.

i'm still out of anti depressants, but i've been taking left over cymbalta to help it out and it seems to be working. now that i've paid for my meds, they should be here this week. then 90 days continuous med coverage. all the right meds at the right time.

i've been paying attention to leeloo more to offset all the attention that freddie is getting. as a result, leeloo and i have developed a nice relationship. i was never close to her before. she was always doc's cat. now she's mine. i hope she sleeps in my room in the new house.