February 2nd, 2012

2013, cyd, new

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it's that time that looks the same am or pm. lucky i've been up for two and a half hours after 4 hours of half sleep. i'm definitely sleeping after doc goes to work. i may go to sleep earlier. once he's up and had his coffee.

all there is is sleep and half sleep. weird dreams and mixed consciousness. i do chores. i zone out while the tv plays. i sleep. and i'm happy with this. doc is not. he is worried that it is not healthy for me. and i'm beginning to think he's right. when i see the shrink on the 28th, i'm getting a sleeper back.