it will be a while until i can stomach it, but i'm going in to tag entries at some point.
i'd forgotten that the bulk of my lj is private or friends only. i had a program i ran once or twice that friends protected the entries automatically. a lot of my poetry is marked private, which i of course don't remember doing.
i want to run the cam, but doc is home. i don't particularly want to be on cam, i just want to play with it. in 2001 and 2002 i was really into the cams still and it struck something inside of me.
also the six year weight battle, that wasn't any better when i was thin. it's always been such a battle and i am so weak for letting it take over in my life. i have to change it or really shut up about it.