June 30th, 2011

2013, cyd, new

cooler today, mid to upper 90s

today is my ob/gyn appointment. i'll let a board certified stranger feel me up and give me his determination on whether i have a lump, or just lumpy breasts.

we're taking the bus. but at least it's just a straight shot up Flamingo so there's no "getting lost" anxiety. that's about the only anxiety i don't have, the rest of the fear and panic is all here.

then we're going to get me a bank account, finally. we're taking the scooter for that. maybe another driving lesson, if it's not too hot and i don't make doc grumpy.

a hapless pigeon landed on the balcony yesterday. leeloo and felix beat it up until it hid. felix was jubilant. he got a bird. it eventually left, after the monsters had tired of stalking it. i don't think we'll be seeing many more pigeons on the balcony. filthy creatures.
2013, cyd, new

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the appointment went well. no word on the weight loss and fatigue, have to go to a gp for that.

i do have a lump. i've been referred to a breast specialist and directed to get a mamogram. i see a biopsy in my future. now i'm scared.