May 29th, 2011

2013, cyd, new

70s in may! this month rocks

my head is going to pop. not explode in messiness, just pop, like it's full of helium. it's not a bad feeling. considering the constant consternation of the last two days. make that constant contentious consternation.

i cannot overemphasize how beautiful a day it is right now. light fluffy clouds and low temps. just the slightest breeze, neither warm nor cool. i hope tech wants to go out a lot today. i don't have soda money and kept forgetting to get pocket money from doc. so a walk up to the corner store is out. i could go out and sit on the scooter and trying to get used to the feel of it. or i may just go out on the porch and read my new to me anne rice book.

i bought an outfit yesterday that makes me look as thin as i want to look. my self esteem is through the roof. i just look better with clothes on, but i look good. and since i don't get naked in front of people, things are working out for the best. i think i'll go look in the mirror now. hee.
2013, cyd, new

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i've been reading anne rice all day. "blackwood farm". there are a few of her books about the vampires that i haven't read, i'll need to find those. i used to have a used book store i went to and got most of the vampire chronicles in paperback. though those are packed away now. i know it's cheesy, but i love her writing, even though it can be repetitive and over eloquent. i love her storytelling. doc teased me and asked me if i wanted the twilight books. i told him i didn't read about supernatural things written by mormons. he just laughed.

it feels good to have read something all day. it's been a long time since i just sat and read and got lost in the book. time to get lost again. have a great memorial day.