October 27th, 2009

2013, cyd, new

a cheerfully gloomy day

i've been having gastrointestinal problems and vomiting for the past few days. i don't know what is going on. it's all over icky. add to that i've run out of anti psychotics and won't be able to pay for them for a long time.

i have a therapy appointment tomorrow i don't want to go to. check that, just canceled it. it's money we don't have to spend on the copay and the ride from M, we just don't have $40 so i can go complain to someone, which i don't know what i'll talk about, the same shit as last time hasn't been resolved and there's nothing more that can be said on the matter. i'm doing all i can with the situation.

i think i'll smoke one more cigarette and go take a nap. i took haldol last night to sleep and i'm still tired.