September 3rd, 2009

2013, cyd, new


every nerve is on fire
muscles tight with no let up
can't crack my neck
feel like my head is going
to pop off and roll around
purging five drugs from my system
starting a new one,
i may have mentioned
i am misery
i have to keep food in my stomach
or i start dry heaving, or worse
i throw up the few pills i've taken
and food is ucky

that's about it
i'm going back to bed