August 14th, 2008

frances farmer

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i've got limited time on this laptop . . .

i've been thinking a lot about my appointment yesterday. thinking a lot about myself on a deeper level than usual. i don't like what i see. i don't like the person i really am, not the facade i think i put up. i say think because i realize now how transparent i am to most everyone. another thing i did not know about myself. i thought the mask was on tight. if i mentioned this to doc, the "Duh" that came out of him may just rip him wide open.

i'm not strong. i'm selective.