February 23rd, 2006

2013, cyd, new

another bright morning

i have a stack of things to do outside of the house today. go to the post office and grocery store. then for a bit more interaction, i have some phone calls to make to make sure i've done all i can to help the insurance companies out.

and it looks like i'll have it done before noon. which is really weird.

i'm still at a place where 8-10 hours alone is not cool. so napping has come back into my life, though i have to put myself out to do it with allergy pills and xanax. but it kills a few hours i would normally be pacing and climbing the walls, so i'm cool with it.

maybe today i will crush doc's procrastination machine and either steam clean his bedroom carpet, or take the less amicable way out and just start on my room and bury my own bed. we'll see how it plays out. now that i have music in all rooms i don't really care what i am doing while listening.

tomorrow it is supposed to go back up to 70 outside. the last week has been seasonably cold, but only annoying at night. during the day i still keep the window open for fresh air.
2013, cyd, new

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woot! i didn't miss my doctor appointment! i can go in and find out why they didn't bother to approve my lexapro script for the pharmacy company. that bugs me. i can also find out the status of other issues. talk to them myself instead of filtering it through doc and maybe i'll get a handle on it. i may as well fix this shit while i'm sitting at home all day.

you know what was weird about today, i went out around 10 and the only people not in cars were the homeless, some on bikes, the rest on foot. it was really strange being the only clean person in the clusters at the street corners waiting to cross.

one guy i saw on my way up was just dragging ass on his bike going the opposite way. on my way back the same guy passed me, this time grinning from ear to ear and riding like a racer. meth for breakfast. what a town.

when the lease is up in august or september, i really want to move from here. but really it would take a miracle for that to happen. it is nice to think about, though.