January 6th, 2006

2013, cyd, new

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R so intuits my state of mind. i swear i'm going to miss her when she leaves. i'm lucky to have met a friend like her. she has a real understanding of helping but not enabling. she doesn't treat me with kid gloves or get afraid of me or what i will do. you've no idea how rare that is. kam316 knows, she's watched me go through friends like tissue. just to spend time chatting and laughing with someone who isn't freaked out by my strangenesses.

so that is helping a lot. i'm in my room right now instead of out with K and his brother and doc watching xmen 2. i'm more comfortable this way right now.