who wants to walk up to the shops with me? i need someone with a valid ID because i don't have one and i need cigarettes. i promise to be charming and funny.
i found a set of keys! i'm off to empower myself and get cigarettes. at 36 i shouldn't need ID anymore. let's hope cuz i don't have any.
shouldn't go out on my own in daytime, my ass!
i just walked up and got smokes and soda all by myself!
and now the next six and a half hours until doc brings home smokes and soda don't seem bad at all. i should stash a pack of smokes in the back of the freezer under things.
the walk motivated me to get some stuff done around the house. the kitchen is nearly clean. some things are drying.
ooh and i just found the xmen 2 DVD that M gave me a long time ago. it didn't have a cover so it got put in with Dune. i also have Gigi from another friend. i think it slipped down behind the other TV, i'll have to check that out. not bad. not bad.
i realized i did no thinking on my walk. that tells me more than anything that i need more walking. maybe i'll venture into a nearby residential area and check that out. any time i can spend not thinking is good. like when i clean. when i create.
when i write, i think too much.
like i thought, things were much different from the other point of view. i need to think things through.