December 4th, 2005

2013, cyd, new

note to my subconcious

okay, i get it. i am stopped. i need change and i have no idea how to initialize that change. moreover i also understand that i am afraid of change and that fear is rooted in my idea that i am a product of my parents genetically and i can't get away from it and am therefore destined to be the same failed and hated person they are.

could you please stop with the creepy dreams? i really do understand now. i see. so quit it.

and a question, now what smart ass?