August 12th, 2005

2013, cyd, new

an actual rant

oh no they won't fill morning after pill perscriptions . . . everyone is freaking out.

ever trot into a CVS to pick up your psych meds? ever been treated to a lecture about them? ever been treated like a leper or a three year old? you have, you know it.

many of us have. i get a guy who all but accuses me of lying about having insurance, i assume because of the way i look. i carry all of my backup cards when i have to deal with him because i am so sick of it. he tries to tell me they are expired. he has many looks of death and disgust at his service.

and this has been true of all pharmacies all my life. and i know i'm not the only one.

but now that they are making a scene over birth control, oh, the pharmacist's bad attitude is a serious hate crime.

give me a fucking break. this is america. wait a few weeks and a few more blogs and it will be litigated or legislated into some kind of rule of law and will all be over with.
2013, cyd, new

from drudge

FALSE COURTNEY LOVE SUICIDE RUMORS FILL INTERNET: LAPD Officer Kathi Simpson of the Media Relations office says detectives report that the suicide in the 8500 block of Mulholland Drive in the Mount Olympus area does not involve a celebrity, and there are no plansfor a briefing to discuss the investigation...

i'm so out of touch i didn't even hear the internet rumors. too many of my influences have died, i am too selfish to think she will die before i meet her. i've been wrong before.
2013, cyd, new

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i really like the pain control of lortab, but i hate hate hate the buzz. i wouldn't have even considered one this morning but i was grinding my teeth last night, and well, ouch.
2013, cyd, new

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i forgot i found some soap molds in the clearance aisle of michaels. suns, stars i hate (one is smushed, hence the price) and moons. for paper casting. once i figure out what to do with them. i hate making things that have no use. i could use them for mobiles. hey, there i go. i can hang them from the top of the faux victorian lampshade like i do at christmas. oh! chrstmas ornaments!

in that case i should start making them now to stock up so i can sell them in sets.

that tears it, today is paper day. i've put it off long enough.
2013, cyd, new

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paper made. ha ha. i feel better now.

i also found among my ruined records the perfect one for kam316. i already have the backboard made and the paper ready, just needed a record. i usually don't give her stuff i make unless it is useful. the last thing was a necklace from my short lived bling-lite line. i figured a journal is always welcome. it is with me, at least.

in my looking i found a 12" 10,000 maniacs that is now a nice tight record bowl. billy idol and unforgettable fire will be next, though it will be hard not to keep unforgettable fire. i didn't remember this, but the LP design is on the label of the actual record. then again, that one may sell really well, and i have three by the alarm i know i won't give up.

jack's newest nickname is bean (black-jack sporknbeans). he has no idea why i keep switching it on him. i'm just as clueless. i'm still witholding affection from him until he comes to me. i don't want to bug him and it is the same thing the others do. so for reasons of fitting in, he needs to get used to that. he's not the kitten anymore, he's bigger than the chloe that never grew up. right now he's looking for a way to jump on my lap, the affection embargo is working. purrrr
2013, cyd, new

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what i said about the move? right. well, i'll know monday or monday next. it could still go either way. i have to go hyperventillate now.

even though i know things will be okay. they will be taken care of by cooler heads than mine, i just need to pack, find an apartment, and help load and drive.

so i shouldn't worry. i should just be glad of any changes that fate throws at us.

i'd really rather stay here but i know that is foolish