August 6th, 2005

2013, cyd, new

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i hate kids
i hate drug addicts
i cancelled plans to do something i really wanted to
and get assaulted by mostly unwelcome company
ALL packed into my bedroom
with a kid
and a wheelchair
i hate everything
then they go and the xanax is not around
it was knocked down by the kid
so doc is pissed
i am quietly freaking out
and we can't be in the same room
great night

i can't wait for the peace of the dentist's drill. i mean that. seriously. i do.

good goddamn night
2013, cyd, new

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looking for some sort of acceptance, i pointed to my previously posted new desk lamp.

doc asked, "i was going to ask where you bought it"

"i made it"

"the grout? you tackled the grout? wow."

he's only ever wrong for a moment.
2013, cyd, new

apparently i am hosting a bacteria party

no root canal today
good, i need six
i have to take antibiotics for three weeks
before they wil dig around in my head
pain pills i may not even use
and penicillin
and a big can of arizona diet iced tea with raspberry!

i'm all doped up
i think i want to forget the last 18 hours or so

but hey, this means we can fix the clutch
because it works about as well as my short term memory

and i have a bit of time to get to michaels, which i need desperately
2013, cyd, new

ten pounds gone

hello 210!!!!!!

oh and i got my blood pressure done at the pharmacy
114/72, heartrate 97
yes, i'm not in the best shape
but it is getting better.
i lost ten pounds.

oh hope
oh joy
2013, cyd, new

operation eyelet: mission accomplished (no, really)

the UPS guy slipped the eyelets under the chair on the porch.
i also got tiny hinges, i will be making hinged books!!!!

i have to get to michael's
doc is not willing, clutch is messed up
and he is tired and grumpy
and expected to have to stay home
and nurse me all night

i swear that popeye, spinach thing has something to it. spinach gives me a rush. like a nutrient rush or something. i love the stuff. i think i'm going to try V8 again. three servings of veggies in one serving is a thing i can get behind. and i'm always trying to get more veggies into me. i hate all vegetables that don't commonly have some sort of dairy product along for the ride. except for spinach (unless it is a raw spinach, avacado and fresh mozzarella sandwhich on an herby bread).

listen to me rambling about vegetables. i know i saw something in revelations about this and the apocalypse.
2013, cyd, new

my latest advertisement

all price ranges, low postage, many different hand made items

handmade books, OOAK jewelry, hand made paper tearing kits, personalized jewelry, incense burners, decorated tins, Pride jewelry, wristbands, suncatchers . . .


because i hate when there are links with no pictures or descriptions of what the hell is being sold. the pre-sale of the hardcover journal didn't work but that was a no lose situation. last minute announcement of the CD book got it sold last night.

i need cardboard like the backboards of pads of paper. i had a ton, but i've gone through them all making books and i don't know where to get them. they were from transparency packs when i worked for a place that went through a lot of transparencies. sometimes i miss office cast offs.