i hate kids
i hate drug addicts
i cancelled plans to do something i really wanted to
and get assaulted by mostly unwelcome company
ALL packed into my bedroom
with a kid
and a wheelchair
i hate everything
then they go and the xanax is not around
it was knocked down by the kid
so doc is pissed
i am quietly freaking out
and we can't be in the same room
i can't wait for the peace of the dentist's drill. i mean that. seriously. i do.
good goddamn night
looking for some sort of acceptance, i pointed to my previously posted new desk lamp.
doc asked, "i was going to ask where you bought it"
"i made it"
"the grout? you tackled the grout? wow."
he's only ever wrong for a moment.
no root canal today
good, i need six
i have to take antibiotics for three weeks
before they wil dig around in my head
pain pills i may not even use
and a big can of arizona diet iced tea with raspberry!
i'm all doped up
i think i want to forget the last 18 hours or so
but hey, this means we can fix the clutch
because it works about as well as my short term memory
and i have a bit of time to get to michaels, which i need desperately
oh and i got my blood pressure done at the pharmacy
114/72, heartrate 97
yes, i'm not in the best shape
but it is getting better.
i lost ten pounds.
the UPS guy slipped the eyelets under the chair on the porch.
i also got tiny hinges, i will be making hinged books!!!!
i have to get to michael's
doc is not willing, clutch is messed up
and he is tired and grumpy
and expected to have to stay home
and nurse me all night
i swear that popeye, spinach thing has something to it. spinach gives me a rush. like a nutrient rush or something. i love the stuff. i think i'm going to try V8 again. three servings of veggies in one serving is a thing i can get behind. and i'm always trying to get more veggies into me. i hate all vegetables that don't commonly have some sort of dairy product along for the ride. except for spinach (unless it is a raw spinach, avacado and fresh mozzarella sandwhich on an herby bread).
listen to me rambling about vegetables. i know i saw something in revelations about this and the apocalypse.