i am lacking in knowledge. i want to slap another hard drive in here. i need to not mess around with stuff. two days of computer altering and messing with and i still have the bug, i still want to mess with stuff.

i'm having a real problem with my bed. tonight i'm sleeping in doc's bed. i have to put an extra matress on mine (a large futon) or something. i wake up with pain wrapping my waist every day and i really can't take it anymore. so bed alterations are the call of the day. tonight i'll sleep in doc's and then i will try to convince him to give me the futon matress on top of his matress. that may help things. if not, we have a new couch and doc's bed comes into my room.

i'm much less light headed today and i don't feel all doped up. could be the caffeine in the pain reliver pills counter-acting the depressants in my meds. or something like that.