and i promise myself
but i did it agaiin. a new wound. it goes so low so quickly and i give into it. i don't even feel the guilt yet, i'm still on the high of it. the guilt will come when it's time for doc to get home. or after i wake from my nap and remember what i've done.
how can it be bad? i'm on my meds. i've been on my meds. how does this still happen?