short term memory is still all fuckered. though long term stuff like how i do my art is coming back to me. i remember some of yesterday. all the previous is gone.
i didn't think this through, i never do. but this . . . wow. i didn't at all realize how much i would be relying on doc for even simple things like getting through the day. i'm hoping that wears off a bit.
long term memories are more fun because i can make them up or disregard them altogether. i wish this was a more selective process, but i think i'm finally relaxing and not fighting so hard.