Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

today was supposed to be a good day

and i really hope for all the mothers and mothers to be who read this are having a good one. stop reading now so i don't wreck your day.

yesterday was a better day and today was supposed to be better too. doc ended up having to stay home with me, because i can't be trusted. he didn't even want to leave to go for a walk, but i talked him into it by promising to stay on the computer to keep myself busy. this is why i'm posting so much.

i've taken enough xanax to put out a horse and i'm still up and have no desire to lay down. i can't even imagine what it would be like without the xanax. and once again, i don't know what my problem is. doc thinks mother's day may have triggered me, but i don't think so, i've been concentrating on my nana and her gift and doc's mom's gift, i really haven't had time to think of the uterus with a mean streak that is my mother.

you know what? i have a lot of crap on my website. most of it is pictures for lj over the years. it will be interesting to see what i keep and what i add to the new site.

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