Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

the good turns to bad so quickly
does this look infected?
i need to look at things i have
there is something that will comfort me
i stop short of so many words
and i asked permission to kill myself
because in my mind i can convince him
and my brain spins like cotton candy
without the sweet, just the fluffy
and the bloated feeling of too many thoughts
things i have things collected
to find solace in rememberances
to find some kind of peace in pieces
gathered here and there and put away
waiting for something
waiting for the day i break them all out
and i put them together in the best way
or maybe just waiting to be looked at
there is reason for these things
they will be my medication

yeah, it comes out more desperate than it is. at least i'm not holed up in my dark room listening to peter murphy way too closely. =}

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