and yet i feel like i've been on an even keel. that is strange. something is bugging me. it has been since around easter and i have no idea what it is. but i feel like it must be the thing bringing on the symptoms. my medication intake has been nearly flawless.
but if i feel good overall, are the voices and the rocking really that important? it isn't like people ever see me, and when they do i manage to control it by sitting certain ways so i can't rock.
i'm very confused about the whole thing and i can't talk to doc about it. which sucks, but it keeps the peace and the eveness of our lives. i don't want to disrupt that unless something big is wrong.