and on the other hand i think of all the adults who ever told me i'd change my mind and have lots of kids and laugh until i feel lightheaded. my gene pool is over chlorinated and even with the help of doc's genes, it would be no good. too many things i can pass on. plus i'm too selfish and any number of other reasons.
but that doesn't mean i'm anti-procreation. i fear children, but i don't hate them. i find them rather cute and infants are a weakness for me. i love how small and perfect they are. all full of potential and ability to be loved and spoiled. so cute.
i have no real way to sum this up, since it isn't a term paper, i didn't think that far ahead. i was just sipping my slim fast and started thinking about L and how i haven't heard from her and should really email her. she's expecting. and that just got me on a roll. =}