Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

who the hell knows?
nobody, that's who.
there are degrees of functionality
i forget things i should know
i make comparisons
i know things i should forget
functional is not sitting on a ward
being catatonic, it is
cleaning a litter box
it is combing my hair
i lose my individuality
in the masses of the mad
until something triggers me
and then i reset
my mind spins with
images of the lunatics
and images of the sane
and where i fall in that pool
always trying to analyze

frell. and then it starts to get to literal and i lose the thread. at least i got this much down before it fizzled and left my head completely.

today: i take a shower. no matter what. i will get in and stay in until i am washed and i will do it by myself. that is all.

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