Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

today's fear

we had to move the car last night and the only place was an unmarked but "understood" handicapped place. now, before any indignation kicks in, no one parks there who is handicapped.

my problem is this: we will move it tonight again, but i can't move it myself and i am convinced (funny how the fear becomes the One True Thing in my head) that the car will be towed today. and i have no way at all of moving it back until doc gets home from work tonight.

so i expect my day to be taken up with this, my night was. worst sleep i've gotten in a long time.

and i need to let it go. it was doc's decision, and out of my hands. there is literally not one little thing i can do about it.

i need to make more friends. i'd buy lunch for whomever helped me move the car straight back into another parking space. i just have no one to call about it.

out of my hands. i hate that. too much is out of my hands.

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