Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

all cleaned up. bike isn't hanging up. front porch cleared off. apartment people happy with us. all is right in the world.

i'm running out of things to clean that aren't my room. i finished the entry way and it gleams in its clean unclutteredness.

tomorrow i go through my 'thin' clothes again and make the hard choices. i know there is stuff in there that i won't ever wear that i've just kept because it has been so long. time to get rid of that. i've only alloted so much space to it and that space has filled too quickly. but when it is finally done, i will feel such release, and at the same time, more in control of my life than i have in a long long long time.

i've talked to R, who is talking to a mechanic friend about an estimate for the car. she is also taking me to get my social security card replaced. these little things also help me feel more in control.

i've talked to doc about getting our taxes done on tuesday, but we'll have to see what happens with the billing and insurance companies and see how much more stress we can take that day. for all i know, i'll be dismissed from my doctor that day. that would suck but the problems with the companies have gotten that bad.

i don't want to focus on that. i did too many good things today and i'm going to revel in them for a while. sit and stare at the entry way and listen to tv.

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