Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i swear i love doc's job. he talked to one of the pharmacists about the head pounding. it is probably the medications and the sudden taking less of the xanax. i'm still so afraid of getting hooked on it that i won't take it sometimes just to prove i don't need it. i do this every so often. my head is thick, what can i say?

distracting thing, though, like going through life just coming off of nitrous or poppers.

i started to have an episode last night when i went to bed. i don't know what it was, maybe the lack of xanax, but i went out and curled up on the comfy couch and watched muted larry king, i really like his show on mute. but i took a xanax and lay on the couch for a while and tried to keep my shit together until the pill hit me. when it did the pounding in my head went away and the other symptoms i was having went away. then i finally got to bed a couple hours later.

lesson learned. maybe this time it will stick.

someone needs to invent post it notes for the brain.

  • dry hot and dusty as hell

    My last surviving grand parent died a couple of weeks ago. Two days to the hour o my Nana's death, my favorite cat, Boo, died in my arms. The grief…

  • Hey there, hi there, ho there

    I'm back, bitches and bastards, TC paid for a forever pass, I should use it. The cops came over and did a welfare check about a month ago. My…

  • Got Caught Stealing

    Having had yet another clever thing stolen by a bunch of what I have to assume are white middle aged hate macines; The line in my twitter profile…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.