distracting thing, though, like going through life just coming off of nitrous or poppers.
i started to have an episode last night when i went to bed. i don't know what it was, maybe the lack of xanax, but i went out and curled up on the comfy couch and watched muted larry king, i really like his show on mute. but i took a xanax and lay on the couch for a while and tried to keep my shit together until the pill hit me. when it did the pounding in my head went away and the other symptoms i was having went away. then i finally got to bed a couple hours later.
lesson learned. maybe this time it will stick.
someone needs to invent post it notes for the brain.