oh, i had plans today. i wanted to feel all better and get all sorts of shit done. i don't feel all better. but i feel good. i won't get everything done today, but i will get more done than the past few weeks.

doc tells me to take time, to go slow. good advice, but the bed is getting made today. yes!

being happy means laughing more. and i know a lot of what i feel right now is purely in my head, i got what i wanted and i have hope again and it makes me want to laugh until i can't stop.