my medication rationing is going well. i lasted until today! so i'm not totally defenseless.
doc talked to a pharmacist at work and bolstered my hope for the second medication that will likely be tried tomorrow. if it isn't, if nothing is done . . . that won't happen.
i've never worked so hard to stay home and under my own care. but it is over now. tomorrow i will happily get on the bus and go see Doc Rev and fix this mess.
today is going well, too. i'm scattered but not disoriented. i can work with scattered.
now i'm going to go print out my insurance card online since it never got here. and they are taking the money out of doc's pay, so i know i'm covered. i also will take care of the medicare billing issue tomorrow once and for all. this is all going to turn around. i'm getting myself back, i don't care what i have to try. i know it can be done.
and hey, maybe lamictal and benadryl can be friends. today the possibilities are endless.
i hung out with R last night. we've both had Very Bad Weeks. we talked about religion, usually something i don't do. it's fun with her.
she also thinks i should call this psychic, gary spivey, to try to talk to my sister. i don't know if i am ready to do that yet. i have belief issues when it is so close.