Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

operation: keep me home

yesterday doc stayed with me and we established a level of sedation that keeps me calm. so today i am on my own.

i haven't seen R for two days. i can't let her see me like this. doc was insistent last night and i ended up crying hysterically and accusing him of trying to make me lose friends. the things that man puts up with.

spiderdust and girlgoyle, your packages will be posted tomorrow.

last night i shaved all the pills off my blanket. it is much softer now and it killed a couple of hours.

i have to get out of this victim mentality. i know that. i am taking this medication thing way too personally. but i haven't found a way to distance myself yet.
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