i feel great! i told R i'd help her out at her mom's place. she's coming over today, but i don't know if we are going and doing something today or not. she's had her nephew staying with her, she may just want to hang out and talk to an adult who isn't her room mate. whatever it is, i'm prepared. yes!
i don't know if this is going to level out. it is starting to get a little like manic. i'll be getting my xanax this week so i can mellow it out a bit. i don't mind being so active, as long as my mind and body keep up with each other. once my mind starts going too fast, i need something to calm it. and that doesn't happen every day. but like i said, i don't know at what state this will plateau.
a couple of post holiday sales of stuff on ebay, and i'll be able to pay my late fees at the library and now i know the bus route to get there. ha!