Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

the early darkness still messes with me. i think watching movies during the day throws me, too. so sad. creature of habits.

doc and R are at the store. doc is getting $10 in groceries. my check comes this week so it doesn't have to last all week, though you'd be surprised at how much food he can get for $10. we never go hungry.

i've worked out 6 straight days in a row. and i'm not waning. and plus the walking, oh the walking. i need to do so much more of that. i will be fit and strong by march, i've sworn to myself. now that i'm getting stronger, in another week i can start going to the gym and using weights.

i can't wait to have my cool clothes back. i noticed that all of my concert and band ts are medium to small. i can't wait!!!! i haven't been this determined since i started the cam thing. and it worked then. i remember this motivation.

small aside: anorexia is a side effect of the new wonder drug. doc and i giggled over that. it isn't a common one, though.

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