Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

nature v nurture

and i got all lost in the v
i won't put down all i'm thinking
i won't even be interested in that later
the events of the epiphany aren't important
the epiphany isn't even important
unless it changes something
i fall back on having knowledge i cannot use
that is an excuse not to improve
becoming a shittier person
and blaming it on something i have no control over
so it must not be my problem

i used to pride myself on breaking out of my genetics
i got here and i fell into putting everything off on my genetics
and using it as an excuse
i'm not going to berrate myself
i'm just going to recapture myself

i was willing to piss away my talent and dreams
because of who i came from
it doesn't matter who i came from
they aren't any part of me anymore
it matters who iam

it's time to stop blaming

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