i had quite a bit of beef drippings so i made a really large batch of pudding. i'll slice it up and freeze half of it for later munching. tomorrow i'm going to have a nice roast beast sandwhich on the pudding and be happier than a really happy thing.
wave two of the cooking isn't until later, when i prepare dinner. though i could make the garlic bread now.
i notice i write more in here when i have no human to talk to all day. so at least i am trying to communicate. and it's much better to communicate through here, where i can, if i have to, think things out.
though i haven't been thinking as much. meaning that i spent a lot of time wrapped up in my own delusions, be they mild or severe. and the mild ones are the ones that vex me the most. they are insidious and not visible even at close range. they just come out in my interpersonal dealings. my mind makes up hurt and conflict where there is none. gods bless the lucidity of today's pharmacology.