this journal won't die, but the main place will be there. you can subscribe to it via syndication feed. the feed address is http://cydniey.blogspot.com/atom.xml
to learn more about syndication/RSS feeds on your journal, go here: http://www.livejournal.com/support/faqbrowse.bml?faqid=137
so if you have a paid or permanent account, you can get my blog on your friend's page, how cool is that?