Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i have the coolest cat

i was in the kitchen, a bit jumpy since i still haven't dared takemy meds for fear of losing them again, and i dropped one of doc's wine glasses and it shattered. i was on the floor cleaning it up, crying, talking to myself about it. jack comes into the kitchen, he is annoyed i won't let him get near me because of the glass, but he sits down and watches me. i keep crying and finally get it all up and he jumps me and nurfles (face rubs) me and meows and pokes at the paper bag i've just put the glass in and folded up to throw away. and i realize, and say to him. "yeah, you break stuff too," nurfle with open mouthed purr, "and i don't get nearly this upset, do i?" and suddenly i realized there was no reason to be upset.

not a remedy i would rely on, but when the meds are out of reach, i'll reach for jack.

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