woke up and worked out before coffee. ripped the ass out of my only pair of fat jeans. i wear it with pride as the last of a series of ick. i've seen how my body gains weight, and i don't like it and there is nothing i won't do in the future to keep the weight off. comitting to a life of daily exercise used to be laughable. i'm now looking forward to it again.
it's like i'm in a dream.