Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

manialcal laughter

i just buttoned the top button on my cammos without thinking about it. i haven't been able to do that since my last weight loss attempt where i increased my seroquel and gained 30 pounds. this means the monthly water weight is going away, not staying and inviting friends.

makes the fact that i got up and worked out before my first coffee or cigarette all the more worth the grumbling that replaced the counting of reps.

i could be thin again. none too soon, i've just had my first experience with chafing. not a pleasent thing at all. i felt so betrayed that my body could do such a thing. and then realized i'd let my body down by letting it get to this place.

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