gotta find a midnight showing of willy wonka, when it opens
if it hasn't
i'm going to stop even pretending i know what is up out there
i established the stargate thing is on monday
but not after watching several inane episodes of sg atlantis first
irish doctor aside, i really don't like that show.
i finally talked to doc about the meds
instead of trying to fight them, i can go where they take me
i don't know why they are hitting me so hard
i don't know what my deal is
i've been keeping copious notes in the private area of this lj
the move
that may be what is generating this
no matter how much i want to (like when we came out here from PA),
moving freaks me out
there is a growing list on my wall of pros to moving
and the leslies in my life both gave me wonderful tips on moving and not fucking it all up. everyone should be lucky enough to have two leslies in their lives.
doc got a first response from the LV job yesterday
i try not to think about it and just keep my mind open
to whatever is going to happen
my biggest worry, how do we get the cats there
we'll have to tow the car on the moving truck, it won't make the drive
we will go overnight, it is a 6 hour drive
but where to put the cats?
in carriers in the car being towed, with the windows down
and big ass water bottles?
or do i sit in the car being towed (i know i know, that isn't really an option)
maybe if it happens, we will be able to hook up with
one of doc's co-workers, i'll happily drive someone's car up there
with the mewling banshees, i don't mind the noise
but that is the thing i am most stressed about
a few days ago i stopped eating
again, i don't know why
i am so sick of myself, really, just tired to death.
i've been sparing you the what-i'm-making rambles
viva la notepad
