doc is now looking at staying here in the valley. he isn't happy about it and i think moving at least to another area would be good for him if we do stay in vegas. i'm cool with it either way. i want to be with him. and that is pretty much my reasons all summed up. true love is.
my brain is scattered. lists are good food. every day more stuff is thrown away or put away. i can see the organization of my house very soon. once done, i can follow him anywhere without life stopping panic.
i don't know if i'm just pulling further into myself, but the 'whatever' outlook is starting to look good on me.